The Runaway Shadow

You say, I like what you say

2010-02-10T23:12:00.002+08:00

Relink me @ breakandbreathe.tumblr.com (:

Goodbye to you

2010-02-06T15:15:00.002+08:00

My heart's the only thing helping me decide to breathe again.

I'm moving the blog to tumblr, I will tell you the url once its ready.
Take care.

I'm wasting my time cause she'll never be mine

2010-02-01T22:05:00.002+08:00

Hope dangles on a string,

in the midst of this self-inflicted pain, I can see my beautiful rescue.

I wish you were a stranger I could disengage

2010-01-31T16:12:00.002+08:00

Love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be
:) / ):

Hold me down, sweet and low, I'll carry you home

2010-01-31T01:34:00.001+08:00

I ain't giving up quite yet, I've got too much to lose

I can't force these eyes to see the end

2010-01-28T22:55:00.003+08:00

I was lame today. Both my legs were injured, I know wtf right? Haha.
As always English was a bore while ss and physics was lively.

Omg I'm gonna be in school until 10 at night ):
stupid sia, why must I be the emcee for normal stream talk?!
Hahaha oh well I have Ncc anyway. Right.

This sounds dumb but I understand differentiation!
Hahaha okay. I should get plenty of resttt.
Goodnight!

Ignorance is my new best friend

2010-01-26T22:30:00.002+08:00

Omgaga I'm so burnt out from school.
It's only half past ten and i'm half dead.

I'm beginning to drift away from add maths.
Haha diffrentiate shafique w.r.t to AMATHS.
Ok it's stupid I know shuddup.

Yay there's chemistry test tomorrow!
I'm so gonna ace it, unless equations screw me.
Hahaha.

And hopefully my retainers will be ready to collect!
:D my shiny teeth and me!

the fight for you is all I'll ever know
and no, I'll never give up on you
but did you forget where your heart is?

This could be another breakdown, rebound

2010-01-25T22:19:00.002+08:00

I can't deny your eyes
you know I tried to read between the lines
I saw a warning sign
and you flew me up against the wall
who said it was better to have loved than lost?

We'll somehow find you and I collide

2010-01-24T18:30:00.000+08:00

I worry I won't see your face light up again, ):

There's a crack in my plastic crown

2010-01-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

Close to you, so far away

A rented room, an empty space

Sirens bleeding throuh the open door

Movie scene in black and white

The snow falls down alone tonight

And no one's ever felt like this before

Stuck inside a broken frame

Watching as seasons change

Hoping time would finally set me free

Suddenly you're standing there

A crowded street, a lonely stare

A thousand miles of traffic in between

It's a damn cold night

2010-01-21T22:34:00.002+08:00

Another day without you with me
is like blade that cuts right through me
I can wait, I can wait forever
[:

Loving someone who's in a rush to throw me away

2010-01-20T16:11:00.005+08:00

School has been hectic and tiring.

I try so hard to stay awake in class.

But how is that possible when I mug through the night? ~

Unit camp and team challenge has been postponed.

And I'm beginning to lose focus in lessons. Damn.

Oh and I bought the Nike 5 bag heeee!

*pray that I survive the week*

I'm dancing with tears in my eyes

Just fighting to get through the night

I'm losing it

For you, until the day I die

2010-01-19T23:49:00.001+08:00

We make the same mistakes
I'll take the fall for you
I hope you need this now
'Cause I know I still do

Because your love is my drug

2010-01-17T17:03:00.005+08:00

I'm super sleepy on a lazy sunday afternoon heh.

The bbq last night was okay, didn't eat much.

Hassaan, Hafiz and I just talked about NS.

Somehow, I envy them cause they're older than me.

Then again, hey my time will come to serve too right?

(Don't ask me why I'm super excited about NS)

We jammed a little bit too, hahaha.

.............

TA class was pretty boring, my neck was hurting -.-

Bus home, ate lunch and watch tv.

Hmmmmmmmm.

I'm too tired to do my homework. Hahaha.

Its best if I go get a power nap first!

Maybe its not my week, but its gonna be my year

2010-01-15T21:49:00.004+08:00

Its been hell of a week for me. I'm super beat.

The time is 10 now and I'm already sleepy. Like wtffff.

Anyway, Ncc was boring for me.

Me and Khai had to layan the sec 1's for awhile.

We played whacko ~ LOL.

Then we had official announcement of posting.

My part C's gave me standing ovation ;)

Haha!

Then half went for freestyle, the other half PDS.

That made me and Sir Merhan fcuking bored.

Otw home in the bus, I played the hockey game with Ithnin.

He will always get the lead but lose in the end.

HAHA SUCKER.

I can't wait for unit camp!

I'm asking you to shape my broken heart

2010-01-14T22:03:00.002+08:00

I'm sucha pathetic person.
I have to stop putting on a brave front.
I'm weak and insecure..

I'm standing still but I'm losing my grip.
And I'm in this alone :(

where are you when I need you?

Completely misread

2010-01-14T18:12:00.003+08:00

I lost it, I'm in over my head. Sorry to you, you and you.
I don't know who I really am anymore, I just exploded.

No I'll never give up on you

2010-01-13T16:06:00.001+08:00

What am I fighting for?
There must be something more,
For all these words I sing,
Do you feel anything?

She'll breathe again, she will

2010-01-12T22:25:00.002+08:00

And when she's tired, she doesn't sleep
Weeks since I've seen her eat
She's skin and bone, she's beautiful no matter what
I wished I could help her see, she means the world to me
But the world, it doesn't mean much to her..

I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound

2010-01-11T18:12:00.004+08:00

Schoooool was so random today. I was so random today.

Eleanor and Rukhsana were irritated by me HAHAHA

"She was like otaayyy"

"Then I was like, what's otayy!?"

HAHAHAHA so bimbotic.

-.-

Anyway, congratulations to all those who did well in their O's!

Brenda got 7 points siaaaaaaaa :D

Lalalalala ~

Oh, and thank you Ariel, for the letter (:

Heee.

YAY MY ITUNES IS OKAY.

I'll wait forever, it's better late than never

2010-01-11T00:10:00.002+08:00

Hello! This is my first post using the iTouch!
Everything is great except for the fact my iTunes can't be opened!
Booooooo it's late immature sleep. Hahaha.

Now I'm in and I can't get out

2010-01-10T02:28:00.002+08:00

The dinner @ Sakura IB was okay.

Hahaha I enjoyed the icecream and lana cake! :D

Hehe.

Omg its half time and we're trailing 1-0 -.- Tsk.

Anyway, Ariel is so lame!!!!!

Just because we have unlimited sms.

She spammed me as though we're on msn! TSK.

HAHAHA. I can't wait to see you on monday! :D

Woo listening to Avril Lavigne sure brings back memories.

Memories from Europe! Awwwwww.

Trade in my fears, trade in my thoughts

2010-01-09T14:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 18TH HAFIZ ZULHADI BIN KAMSADI! :D

Hahaha he has taught me many things about love and life.

I'll always remember the stunt we pulled off in Amsterdam.

You and your toilet ritual wherever and whenever.

HAHAHA.

In a while, you'll be in NS and start driving too.

SO COOL! :D

Hehe I can't wait for the dinner @ Sakura International tonight!

I'm learning to fall, I can hardly breathe

2010-01-08T20:31:00.003+08:00

Phewwww I'm beat. Tiring and long day.

I got jetlagged from 4 periods of coputer studies.

We sat for 240 minutes without realising it HAHA.

Orientation wasnt smooth as I'd like it to be.

It was super messy and blaahhh.

Yet we managed to recruit 61 sec 1s! Awesome.

I'm looking forward to unit camp.

So I can bond with my Part Cs. Yeah baby.

Fuck you (:

My sleeves are stained red from all the truth I've said

2010-01-06T18:47:00.002+08:00

School was a killer.

I was so relieved to know Miss tan didnt come to school.

It wouldve been 3 periods of english after an hour physics!

Haha Rukhsana was bugging Wilson and I to stay awake ~

Yay Im going NYP tomorrow for the open house.

Best part? GO BACK OURSELF.

HAHAHAHAHA I'LL ENOY THAT. DEFO.

\m/

All that you wanted is right in front of you

2010-01-05T19:47:00.002+08:00

Today was great.

We've got our seating arrangement. Pretty much loving it.

Haha sitting in between Ele and Rukhsana! :D

Oh I was a hero at ecc.

From 4-0 down to 4-4. I equalised the 4 goals!

We won thru penalty in the end. Hah.

Then I can't believe we did homework in Mac!

Hahahaha.

Yknow instead of writing 4 Graciousness as my class.

I write 4 GaGa! How cool am I? ~

Until the day I lie, I'll spill my heart for you

2010-01-04T17:34:00.003+08:00

School was so blah. Hahaha.

And yes finally, I'm not in the class comm! :D

Sec 1? Vice-chair. Sec 2 and 3? Chair.

SEC 4? FREEDOM.

Well at least Eleanor got promoted to chair!

Hehe with Royston being the vice. EPIC. HAHA!

Lessons were ok. Chem and SS was fun.

The second recess was really funny.

I tried the hypnotism on Rochester but he was just crazy.

He kept on laughing -.-

So I did it on Ben and he said it kinda work.

YAY ME.

Assembly was fucking boring.

3/4 of the sec 4/5 were sleeping.

HAHAHAHAHA including me!

Yay I'm in the weaker class for malay.

It makes me feel better 'cause my malay sucks.

I met Yiren @ Ecc, followed him go Snip Avenue.

Hahaha walked past Mac like 6 times!

I bought my waffle and bubble tea and pen!

Here I am now.

I shall do physics TYS tonight, along with my chemistry homework .

\m/

This year is gonna kick ass.

A single bullet got me, I can't stop the bleeding

2010-01-03T13:43:00.002+08:00

Yo I woke up feeling so bleah. Idk.
Today is so what the bleah. I gotta stop saying that -.-

Pfft. My mom and sister has been watching Little Nyonya.
They never should have bought the DVD in Kinabalu.
Tsk, now I can't even watch my recorded shows. Hmph.

I think I'm going out later, most probably Funan then somewhere.
My dad wanna get hard disk for me and my sister. Hahaha.
Well I don't really need it, I rather buy my iPod touch!

Today's gonna be a long and slow day.
I just feel down, no reasons. There's no reason to be happy anyhoo.
Hmm :/

This is how it feels to not believe anything

2010-01-02T14:00:00.002+08:00

I feel like I'm Jacob and you're Bella, and he is Edward.
We all know, "It will always be him".

I'm fighting a losing battle and I'm only losing you.

Tsk.

You don't see it in your hands till the end

2010-01-02T00:52:00.003+08:00

What if i knew how to yell, what would I pray?
What if i knew how to tell, what would I say?

I will be the only one, if you say you'll never go
I'll be screaming out your name from the back row.

Life's not always rainbows and butterflies

2010-01-01T22:15:00.003+08:00

Its compromise..

Come on baby, we ain't gonna live forever

2010-01-01T18:57:00.003+08:00

First day of 2010 was spend doing nothing. Awesome.

I didn't eat my porridge 'cause it tasted bleah. Hahaha.
Then go solat @ some masjid in Eunos. Idk the name.

I've been sitting in front of my laptop ever since.
Super no-life. Watching my Mentalist!!!!!!! :D

My parents are gonna go indoor stadium for a concert.
I think Siti Nurhaliza and M Nasir? HAHAHA.
I'd probably die at those type of concert xD

Omg Idk what to do, other than homework! Ah.
Imma finish 'em on the first day of school ;) Pro right!

Okay imma sucker for doing this but to hell with it.
Its not a new year resolution but something similar. HAHA.
Wait, its more like a wishlist actually ~

1. iPod Touch 32GB
2. Semi-acoustic guitar
3. Macintosh notebook
4. New pair of soccer boots (preferrably Puma)
5. Wallet (whoa i've used the current one for more than a year!)
6. Save up to $300 by June
7. FORM A COMPLETE 5-PIECE BAND
8. Read 3 books by May
9. Crumpler camera bag
10. Save the girl, save the world

Woo I'm surprised I've not changed my wallet. It survived this long.
I like the brand Rusty, cheaper yet as good as Billabong! :D
(but if anyone wanna get me a new wallet, ..... hee!)

65 days to Paramore yo! ;D

Just one taste and you'll want more
So tell me what you're waiting for?

I'm living up the script of my life

2010-01-01T01:35:00.003+08:00

Whoa, a year passed by so fast just like that ~
This is the first post for 2010. Yay me.

Home > Lunched @ Adam Rd > Green lodge > Vivo.
We had dinner at Earle's Swensen's! My favourite ~

I ordered chicken bakedrice + banana split! :D
It was kinda funny cause our waitress punched in wrong orders.
Hahahaha OH HUDA WAS WORKING JUST NOW.
Hafiz and I couldnt help ourselves. She is hot. HAH.

HAHAHA.
I have a question for you readers.

Is it wrong for you to steal back what someone stole from you?
Would that be a crime or justice done?

Go screw yourself thinking about it. HAHA.

Oh, Happy New Year humans ;)

This heart of stone will sing till it dies

2009-12-31T13:07:00.001+08:00

Beaten up, broken but I'm back for more

You can bend me over and I won't break

What don't kill a heart, only makes it strong

\m/

2010, Bring it on.

Trying to be perfect, trying not to let you down

2009-12-31T00:08:00.002+08:00

Honesty is honestly the hardest thing for me right now

In the ending, don't you wanna be lost then found?

2009-12-30T22:23:00.003+08:00

Maybe if my heart stops beating

It won't hurt this bad

For all this words I sing, do you feel anything?

2009-12-30T19:01:00.002+08:00

I will breathe for love tomorrow

'Cause there's no hope for today

I will breathe for love tomorrow

Maybe there's another way

I climb, I slip, I fall reaching for your hands

We'll be ready when the curtain might fall

2009-12-30T11:22:00.002+08:00

Im so nervous about my dental laterrrrrrrrrrr.
I really really hope I can remove my braces.
Pray for meeeeeeeee please! HAHAHA.

I just remembered my dad still owes me $100 -.-
Hahaha.

Okay dah. Bye.

Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love begins

2009-12-29T18:11:00.002+08:00

Song writing was an epic fail. Hahaha. Its freaking hard.

Now I truly admire Ryan Tedder and Hayley Williams.

Amazing songwriters!

The fight for you is all I will ever know

2009-12-29T15:03:00.004+08:00

Hello! I can't believe I managed to wake up for school.
Hahaha.

So I met Eleanor @ the bus stop and we waited for Nidia.
I was right, Nidia came right before the bus did.
Psychic powers! (;

My face went -__________________- when I reached school.
There was a seminar for the work plan of 2010.
The entire staff and SAC was there.
Students that were selected were councillors/Peer leader/student leader.
AND IM NOT ANY OF IT -.- Hahaha.

Anyhoo, Mr Nathan is no longer with the school.
And we have 2 vice-principals now. HAHAHA 2!
Both seems to be gay ~

After the seminar, Bas and I ditched the meeting for the students.
We even ditched the free lunchhhhhhhhhhhh. HAHAHA.
Went off to TM cause I wanted to buy stationeries for school.
I didnt buy it in the end though -.- But we had a good talk about things.
At least I know I've got his back. Ha thanks bro.

Then headed to ecc for lunch. We talked about football and our team.
Hahaha idiot sia, we still dont have our jersey until now.
Walked home after that.

Tada! I'm here now. Feeling sleepy suddenly -.-
Maybe I'll get a nap later.

Oh, I feel like writing a song.
I just came up with a good intro for the lyrics ~
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D

Come home, cause I've been waiting for you

2009-12-28T21:49:00.002+08:00

Come home by One republic! Its a beautiful song. Really.
Go check the song out. I know its an old song but does it matter?

So I went down to meet Zaf, Ika, Farah and Ruzaini @ Mac.
They were doing their work, talking nonsense and all.
Ruzaini is really funny. Hahaha. Plus, he has braces too. Grool.

Damn I cant believe I gotta wake up early for school tomorrow.
Best part is none of us know why we're even selected to go back -.-
Sad. I know.

Anyone interested in watching Sherlock Holmes/Chipmunk?!

Stay with me, or watch me bleed

2009-12-28T16:35:00.002+08:00

Hello Im back. Not that anyone cares. Hah.
Well I was right, it was the longest 5 days of my life.
Nevertheless, I still enjoyed myself half the time. HAHA.

Surprise surprise. I didn't buy anything at all. Not even a souvenir.
Other than The Mentalist complete season 1 DVD which cost around S$65.
Haha don't ask me why I didn't buy anything, I'm still wondering why too -.-

I spend 2 nights @ the foot of Mt Kinabalu and another 2 @ the town.
The weather up there is pretty chilling, I likeeeeeeeeeeey.
Plus, I was the only one who showered without heater on the second day!

Anyway, I'm uploading the photos on facebook as I type.
I tried to upload a few here but the blogger is screwed. Hah.

And I went to the hotel's gym even though I'm not sixteen yet. Haha.
I lied to one of the hotel staff. No diff anyway right?

Oh and there was a gay who winked @ me at this Filipino market!!!!
HAHAHA I was like "Omg, wtf"

I should go upload the rest of the photos now, comment 'em!
Some of the pictures are HONESTLY really nice!
Those of the flower shots I mean. Hahaha.

Bye!

Slip down and let me spill my heart

2009-12-27T20:34:00.001+08:00

I totally screwed my left shoulder @ the gym.

Hah.

'Cause my heart keeps falling faster

2009-12-24T00:48:00.006+08:00

"This song is called True. Its a song, a love song.
Its about those times in the beginning of a relationship
where you don't really know what's gonna happen.
So you're kinda nervous like 'does she like me? does she not like me?'
Err I'm now like at that stage and it just kills me but..
Its kind of the fun part too.
You don't know that until after all the pain,
That's why its called true"

I won't talk, I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you

I'm weak, its true
I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
'Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited, this is true

You don't know, what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, its true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

I know when I go, I'll be on my way to you
The way, that's true

Just smile girl,

And mean it when you smile,

'Cause everything will turn out fine

I'm falling into you, I know I'm meant for you

2009-12-23T21:53:00.002+08:00

I've been packing for 3 hours. HAHAHA.
Heh my mum's folding my clothes now! :D

Damn I just broke one of the keys for my pad lock.
I already broke one hanger just now! Too strong already. Heh.

I want this trip to fly by super fast.
And I'll be back on Monday! 5 days.
Probably the longest five days of my life.

Oh, listen to the song 'Im falling into you' by Days Difference.
The song is so catchy, can relate so much to it!

I really hope I'll enjoy myself with my family + grandmother!

Okay bye people, I'm looking forward to going school on tuesday! :D
Then if my teeth is ready, I CAN REMOVE MY BRACES ON WEDNESDAY!

Bye and takecare ~

I've been waiting for so long but she'll never know

2009-12-23T17:52:00.002+08:00

The perfect words never crossed my mind, 'cause there's nothing in there but you (:

I went to cut my hair! Hah I look like a total goody now :D
Well I couldn't have asked for a better hair style. Hahaha.

I heat up my lunch and ate while watching the outsiders movie!
OMG I still remember all the lines. Thank god I bought the dvd.
Defo one of my all time favourite movie.
I'll never get sick of the rumble scene.
Greasers for the win!

Okay, I think I ought to start packing my stuff for KK. HAHAHA.
Its gonna be a long 5 days :(

I just have to make things right before I go.

My tears fall down like razorblades

2009-12-23T14:19:00.001+08:00

Hah I listened to the same song again and actually cried.
Who said boys don't cry?

We'll end up right where we belong

2009-12-23T01:14:00.006+08:00

"If I don't say this now, I will surely break
As I'm leaving, the one I wanna take
Forgive the urgency, but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate" - Look after you by The fray

"Just take away the words that I say
'Cause I know you don't feel the same
Just go and say what's in your head
And I won't try to stop you" - Chemistry of a car crash by Shiny toy guns

"So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?
Take your time, take my time
Take these chances to turn it around
Take these chances, we'll make it somehow" - When it rains by Paramore

"Looking at you, holding my breath
For once in my life, I'm scared to death
I'm taking a chance letting you inside" - First time by Lifehouse

"If I walk, would you run?
If I stop. would you come?
If I say you're the one, would believe me?" Try by Asher book.

"Maybe I'm your Mr right, maybe I'm the one you like
Maybe you're the shot in the dark and I'm the morning light
Maybe this is sad but true, baby we've got nothing to lose
You could be the best for me while I'm the worst for you" - Mr right by ARTTM

"Just a cigarette gone, no you couldn't be that far
I'm driving my car to where I hope you are
Maybe I can talk you down
We're standing on a tiny ledge, before this goes over the edge
I'm gonna use my heart and not my head" - Talk you down by The Script

"Slow down, girl you're not going anywhere
Just wait around and see, maybe I'm much more
You never know what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone, I can be anything
Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone, anything
I promise I can be what you need" - Vulnerable by Secondhand serenade

"Slow down, things have been a little crazy
Right now, its time to get away
You can find out what it is you're really after
Time is on our side" - We can go anywhere by Jesse mccartney

As long as you're there, we can go anywhere (:

That's what you get when you let your heart win

2009-12-22T23:14:00.002+08:00

The mentalist was so cool. I love the show.
HAHA is it even non-fiction?
Anyhoo, its gonna be the season finale next week.
Super sedih. My favourite amongst the ones I watch.

So today I went to Peninsular with the pack + Corin.
Hahaha the journey there will always be super funneh ~
I OWNED YIREN TWICE IN THE TRAIN!

When we reached there, I went to dropped off my guitar @ the shop.
Re-string + tuning = $18. Plus, my strings are now red!!
Walked around the basement 6 times. SIX. HAHA.
Then I was suggesting ideas to help Corin with Ian's presents. Heh :P

From there, walked back to Raffles city. Ian was looking for a sling bag.
So we looked at topman before going down to billabong.
He got his bag ther eventually after so many seconds -.-
He also bought a Esprit polo after believing that it looks good. HAH.

Then headed back down cause I wanted Ben & Jerry's!!!!! Hee :D
I bought the double belgian waffle. $14 ++ So ex sia -.-
Hehe I chose chocolate factory + strawberry cheesecake!

Yiren went to J.Co to buy a donut, I bought OCK.
Hahaha. That's pretty much.

Then trained back, we were ranting about *ehem*. HAHAHA.
Okay.

Bye. I just got owned by Ketian. Omg -.-

I need to know the truth, will you take my hand?

2009-12-22T21:17:00.002+08:00

I've been playing the song I need to know by Kris Allen on repeat.
This is probably the 20th time its playing.

Please don't give this silent treatment.

I will take the truth at any cost.
Give me attention, I need it now.

:(

Please don't go now, please don't fade away

2009-12-22T18:10:00.003+08:00

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong

That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need please

My heart is yours.

Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break even

2009-12-22T11:39:00.002+08:00

Just take away the words that I say

'Cause I know you don't feel the same

Just go and say what's in your head

And I won't try to stop you.

There's room for two, six feet under the stars

2009-12-22T11:04:00.002+08:00

"Hello good morning, how you do?
What makes the rising sun so new?" - Switchfoot

Haha okay I've decided to cut my hair only after the kinabalu trip.
(I still cant decide on the hair style, so yeah ha ha ha)

Omg I'm so hungry but I will have to wait until lunch when I meet the pack.
Its like another hour, okay I might survive till then. Heh.

And Hafiz is now @ the soccer match. Sorry that I can't make it!!!!!!

Alright, I shall wait for time to flyyyyyyyyyyyyy ~

Send me all your angels tonight

2009-12-21T23:32:00.001+08:00

We don't have anywhere to go but up

so sit back and watch us fall

take it back, don't react

don't ever forget

we'll make it by

Its playing on repeat, like when we would meet

2009-12-21T22:29:00.001+08:00

Yo I'm back. Totally moodless to do anything.
So I'll just speak my mind, in this case type my mind -.-

I bought 2 adidas tee, 2 nike tee, 1 adidas shoe, 1 quiksilver tee.
I bought 2 pairs of socks from levi's and 3 pair from bum equipment.
AND I GOT MY BEN 10 PENCIL CASE. HAHA SERIOUSLY.

My chest hurts cause of gym @ the hotel. Hahahaha.
But at least my thigh doesn't hurt anymore.

My head is telling me to go for a morning run tomorrow after subuh.
Yes maybe I'd do that to clear my head. I need it.

Genting was freaking cold, colder than I expected -.-
The rides there suck. I want Paris Disneyland or Perth Dreamworld.

I think I might be getting a new camera bag from crumpler. Yay me.

*looks outside window* LOVE THE WEATHER NOW.

Going to Penin tomorrow with my pack to fix my guitar.
I HOPE THEY OFFER THE DAMNS SERVICE.
Maybe go to Bugis after that.

Omg I just realised I have 5 shoes for school -.- HAHAHA.

BYE.

For once in my life, I'm scared to death

2009-12-19T01:15:00.006+08:00

Would you look at her, she looks at me

She's got me thinking about her constantly

But she don't know how I feel

And as she carries on without a doubt

I wonder if she's figured out

I'm crazy for this girl, (:

I stared into oblivion and found you (:

2009-12-18T21:02:00.002+08:00

Prayers > Caltex > School > Home > Mac > Home.

Pretty much where I went today and my leg hurts more than ever.
Ha ha.

Went down to meet Ika and Zafirah. They were doing their school work.
Hahahaha I was just sitting there, feeling sleepy ~ Heh.

We took a short walk @ the pasar malam, nothing much.
(Other than my cute Ben 10 pencil case!!!!!!!!!)

Waited for their bus to come before heading back home.

And I realised I've not packed my bag at all.
Not really looking forward to it. Heh. But whatever.
Okay byez.

But its alright, alright with me

2009-12-18T11:07:00.002+08:00

:D Guden morgen!

I had trouble sleeping because my leg was really aching.
There is this scratch on my right thigh, idk where it came from!

I'm waiting for Ibu Bayah to come now ~ Hehe :D

Then I'm going for prayers followed by Ncc in school.
Ah. Boring. I wanna leave halfway. I think I will!

We'll run from them with no conviction

2009-12-18T00:31:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry. I was confused, disappointed and upset.
Sorry Ika and Zafirah. I will be fine.

I've got this ice box where my heart used to be

2009-12-17T23:01:00.002+08:00

I'm surrounded by this uncertainty I'm so unsure of

All the other girls don't compare to the sight that I see

2009-12-17T21:13:00.004+08:00

Ahhhh my leg is aching like I played a 90 minutes match!

Hahaha my wolf pack saved me from rotting at home ;)
We headed to ecc for lunch, we talked about cartoons and TELETUBBIES!

From there, we walked to a playground there and played for awhile.
Okay ah, it was quite fun being the crocodile xD HAHAHA.
Then we played ice and water for a little while hehe :D

The weather was pretty cooling so we decided to go to our new place.
Took pictures and did stupid stunts :P
(still incomplete cause Yiren wasn't there!)
HEHE THEN PLAYED CATCHING xD

Once we got sick of it, Ben and I went to the shop nearby to buy drinks.
We were trying to decide on the what we should name that place after! HAHA.
Digressed more to GC shirt and our so-called family!

I am the Don of the GC family HAHAHA, with Ben as my consligiere.
Yiren is my sole underboss and Ian as a Capo.
Then Jw, Josh and Cq are my soldiers! HAHAHAHAHA.

While discussing about the GC shirt, Ben suggested SLEEVELESS POLO!
HAHAHAHA *stands up* OUTSTANDING GENTLEMEN!

Around 6 ++ we thought of dropping Yiren a surprise visit. Hehe.
Ian went up to use the toilet, Ben followed to accompany Ian. HAHA.

Rochester, Jw and I were waiting downstairs. A kid was looking @ us!
He was on the second floor, with his maid beside him.
So Roc and I smiled politely. Hahaha. He said 'Hi!' to us too.
After that he started "shooting" us with his hand, with sound effects!

We played along and shot back with all the funny sounds.
Rochester even did a matrix! HAHAHA. Then the kid took out a toy gun!
HAHA we "surrendered" and went to talk under the block.

Discussed more about the GC tee and planned our next outing.
HAHAHA we're professional digress-ers! ;)

And Asnurizan has booked 5 tickets for Paramore!
One for him, one for his sister, another for his sister's fiance.
One for my sister and the last for me! I FEEL FREAKING EXTRA!

SOMEONE GO WITH ME! :(

You're already the voice inside my head

2009-12-17T14:07:00.003+08:00

Okay no tuition today, my own mistake -.- but nevermind.

Hahaha.

I had a very funny + crap convo with Ben and Ian. HAHAHA.

Too many inside jokes already, not healthy!

Yay I'm going out to meet my wolf pack and lepak @ playground again!

HAHAHAHA sorry I know, we are simply bored people.

But if anyones else needs company, YOU CAN JOIN US! HAHAHAHAHA.

Lepak-ers for the win! HA HA HA :D

With eight seconds left in overtime, she's on my mind

2009-12-17T12:03:00.006+08:00

:) I love today. Idk why! I'm just happy :D HAHA!

My sister is getting the tickets for Paramore's concert for me!!
I think I might be going with her and Asnurizan, my sister's bf! :D
Hehe moshpit, here I come! $108 siolzx. Hahaha.

I'm waiting for a text from my tutor to confirm today's session.
Bleah.

I LOVE HAYLEY WILLIAMS.
I LOVE JOSH FARRO.
I LOVE ZAC FARRO.
I LOVE TAYLOR YORK.
I LOVE JEREMY DAVIS.

I LOVE PARAMORE!

Open up the part of you that wants to hide away

2009-12-16T21:25:00.003+08:00

today was so eventful, both good and bad I suppose -.-

i went down to play basketball with my wolf pack! (vampire sucks :P)
we played 2 full court matches yahoo! :D and won too.
THANKS TO MY IMPULSIVE HORSE-POWER ENGINE. hahaha.

then JJ and bas came, very glad to see them. i miss playing soccer with 'em!
we went to mac, where nidia was with ika and zafirah already. hahaha.
bas started talking and acting all retarded. I KNOW HIS SECRET!

later on we went back out to play for a little while.
bas was being so difficult just to split into a team -.-
WE EVENTUALLY DID ABOUT 10 MINUTES LATER. HAHA!

it was JJ, yiren and bas vs me, zafirah, ika and nid! (HAHAHA epic!)
we lost but by A SINGLE POINT. haha nidia scored 1, i scored 9 -.-
im so awesomeeeeeeeeeee ~

bas and yiren left after that. i was getting pretty tired too.
AND MY LEG WAS HALF DEAD SIA. HAHAHAHA.

a group of super short 14 years old wanted to play a match.
it was 3 vs 2 (me and JJ) hahaha i already super tired.
but i scored a few nice lay ups! boo ya! hahahaha.

it was getting late for me at least. haha!
so then i walked to the bus stop to teman zafirah.
the bus was quick thanks to my sheer lucky aura! hahaha.
JJ walked with me back to my block then said our goodbyes!
he was being such an ass -.- hahaha. "bird fly sia!" HAHAHA.

went home after that then blablablablablabla.
tuition tomorrow. yay me.

how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? (:

When I saw your face, a space in my heart was filled

2009-12-16T11:19:00.002+08:00

Good morning! :D

~~My tuition starts @ 12 and hopefully its only 1 session.~~
But now its almost half past 11 and my maid isn't back yet -.-
Hahaha I've not eaten anything since 10. Greaaaaaaaat.

And I think we'll be playing basketball later @ ECC! YAY!
After donkey weeks, we finally play once again. HAHAHA.

Okay bye, I shall make my own breakfast ~

Screw that. My maid isn't back yet.
My dad is furious because the maid has been gone for almost 3 hours.
Then I was told to lock her outta the house with the lock pad.
And now my mom is going home from work cause she has the key.
Bleah -.-

ALL I WANTED WAS FOOOOD. HAHAHAAHAHA.

No one's ever felt like this before

2009-12-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

Ahhhh I love The Mentalist so much! Hahahaha.
Okay I know its just a show but hey, i admire the skills he used! :D

Besides, I'm quite a mentalist myself ;) Heh.

AND PARAMORE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE MARCH 7!
I FREAKED OUT WHEN MY SISTER TOLD ME.
OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHO WANNA GO WITH ME?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
I'LL GET THE TICKETS ONCE ITS FOR SALE!!!!!!!!!!!!

Parararararararararamore for the win! :D

A super human heart beats in me

2009-12-15T20:01:00.007+08:00

Ecc > Playground area > Tmart > Home!

Hahaha I managed to complete Chemistry and my tuition homework xD

Original plan was to go to beach but Yiren was from band with his guitar.

Instead we went to somewhere-IDK-where-exactly and lepak!

We even played catching and crocodile! HAHAHAHA.

Soon after it started to rain and we took pictures with my camera!

Ben came up with all the funny ideas of what pose to do :D

We even have a Wolf Pack photo (Up on facebook!!!!)

HAHAHAHAHA.

I had a great time with my crew. Heh ;)

Then I sorta told Ben my plans for our outfit next year. Hehehehe.

Ultimate plan to own Springfield yo! HAH.

I walked home in the rain, I thought the rain got lighter, heh :X

Anyway, Zaf suggested that I blog about her.

Hahaha well I know that she can play the guitar and sing quite well too!

She's v pretty and most of all, she supports Manchester United! HAHA! :D

Dah. Happy tak? :P

p.s. you owe me icecream! Hahahaha (:

My love is waiting to turn your tears to roses

2009-12-15T12:47:00.002+08:00

Great, we were supposed to meet about 15 minutes ago.
But they all said they were eating @ home first. Tsk only Ben told me.

Hahaha I hope I can complete my tuition homework and chemistry!
And I feel like bringing my camera cause I wanna go to the beach after that.
Heee :D

And yay Ika's coming back today! Hahahaha.

Without you, there's no reason for my story

2009-12-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

OMG my flashforward wasn't recorded. IDK. Stupid hubstation -.-

Anyway, I found some cool bands! I already recommended some to zuqi!
Hahaha.
Check them out people!

Anarbor, We are the in crowd, There for tomorrow.

I LIKE THEY'RE MUSIC!!!!!!! :D

You're the best one, of the best ones

2009-12-14T19:48:00.004+08:00

Mushi mushi! I enjoyed today very very much :D

I finally bought my school books which cost about $25 only. HA!
Then Yiren, Jw and I waited for Ian and Corin.
They couldn't enter the school cause Ian was wearing slipper -.-
So the 3 of us went to wait outside school with them.
Ben reached finally and we set off for Queensway!

We joked around on the way there, sharing jokes and stories! Haha.
Then I'd tease Corin about her being Ahma once in awhile Super funneh!

When we reached, we literally walked to each shop.
But in the end no one bought anything. HAHA stubborn people.

It was still early in the afternoon so none of us wanted to go home yet.
No one could on a place (ESPECIALLY IAN! HAHA), so I chose 313 @ Somerset!

We took a bus there and talked about many things. Hahaha.
There was a lot of personal and inside jokes! But we didn't take it seriously.

All of them have not been there before, so I felt like a tour guide! HAHA.
Explored the place a little, I bought a Nike ankle sleeve from 313! Yay :D
There was this cool spinning thingo @ Harris! HAHA
Thanks to that, Yiren shall be a dog from tomorrow onwards ;)

And I got the chance to go HMV at last after how many weeks! Hee :D
Haha I was tempted to buy OneRepublic and Leona's new album.
Maybe next time!! Oh maybe one of those cool tees too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

After that Jw went to play this PS3 game on display. Hahaha.
At first, only I was with him.
But around 20 minutes later, all of us were watching him play!
It was so funny lah. We were the background sound effect.
When the character finally died, we all went "Awwwwwww!" HAHA!

All of us were quite tired and wanted to get some rest.
So we went to food republic and had a drink. Jw and I bought toast box!

From there we trained to tmall > bought my shoe > went home!
HAHA I spent $100 today but I'll be getting $90 back from my dad :)

AND MY FINGERS HURT BECAUSE I SNAPPED MY GUITAR'S STRING.
YIREN FOLLOW ME AND GO TO PENINSULAR.
I DONT WANNA FIX MY GUITAR MYSELF AGAIN.
MUST GET PROFESSIONAL HELP!! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

And I want my iPod Touch!

And someone wants my chocolate but don't wanna share icecream! :P

And I wanna watch my recorded FlashForward!

And I'm gonna do my homework tomorrow @ 201 Mac!

And I'm gonna go off now! :D

As long as you are there, we can go anywhere

2009-12-13T22:21:00.002+08:00

Hello humans! (Eh, like I'm not human hahaha)

I had breakfast for lunch with was a tub of chocolate icecream.
My sister and I watched Twilight on dvd before we left.

Lunch was @ Raffles Hospital's banquet. Haha.
I felt sick and wanted to vomit, therefore I just ate mixed fruits!

Then fetched Hafiz's family from Iluma and headed to Raffles City.
We walked around Robinsons and talked about all the stupid things.
Hahaa we got excited talking about the toys there and LOL like crazy ~
Toggi chocolate was on sale so bought 4 packets! *Grins*

Oh my mama its already half past 10! I better get an early night.
I'm going out with the crew to buy our books and stuffs after that!
Hee (:

Goodnight people!

Even the best fall down sometimes

2009-12-13T03:28:00.002+08:00

T.T

MANCHESTER UNITED 0 ASTON VILLA 1 (Gabby Agbonlahor)
I won't say I'm disappointed BUT I AM. HAHA.
On the bright side, I'm pleased with AV's form.
(I'm a Red Devil, but my Fifa team AV! :D)

I'd like to congratulate Jason Tan from Team Singapore, Taekwondo.
He won a bronze for Singapore. I'm quite proud of him.
He is an old friend of mine, while I was still in Acme Singapore.
I've always felt bad for leaving taekwondo. But I don't have much regrets.

Zzz. I'll cry myself to sleep. HAHAHAHA.

You're more than in my head, you're more

2009-12-12T14:12:00.002+08:00

Stoned baby. I'm addicted to the game 'spot the difference'!!
HAHA. I hope it doesn't affect my perfect eyesight hahaha.

It looks like I'm going out only later today. Boo you whore.
And tonight's match start @ 1.25 I think. (If I checked correctly -.-)

I think Imma find songs to cover. Hahaha.
Any suggestions?

I'm thinking of something like:

The man who can't be moved - The Script
Falling slowly - Kris Allen
Only hope - Switchfoot
With me - Sum 41

And I'll check out tabs on Yellowcard and Lifehouse too :D

PLEASE TAG PEOPLE. MY BLOG IS DYING. (NOW ITS DEAD!)

I'm barely hanging on the edge of lonely

2009-12-12T11:05:00.002+08:00

Heh I've been updating like free. Well it is free -.- Ha ha ha.

Tuition was funny.
I spend about 1 hour 20 minutes doing 8 questions xD HAHA.
Not my fault I find trigo hard right! I know you all smart ah.
Lalalalala ~

I can't believe I survived tuition. With only a few hours of sleep.
Ha ha ha (Influenced by Ariel, that's her weird way of laughing -.-)

DID YOU GUYS WATCH GENG: THE ADVENTURE BEGINS YESTERDAY?
HAHAHA IT WAS SUPER CUTE TTM! HAHAHAHAHA.
UPIN AND IPIN SO ADORABLE. HAHAHAHA.
BUT THE MONSTER QUITE SCARY FOR A KID'S MOVIE!

IDK WHY I'M USING CAPS. HAHAHAHAHA.
OKAY. BYE!

I'm closer than where I've started, chasing after you

2009-12-12T02:40:00.002+08:00

College humor tv on youtube for the win!
Oh look @ the time. Its 0241! HAHAHAHA.

My tuition starts in 6 hours 19 minutes. Hehehe.
I'm seriously tired but I can't seem to sleep.
My eyes are closing but my mind is super hyper!

Back to collegehumor originals! :D
Hafiz introduced this channel to me a few months back.
But now I realised they have many other cool episodes!
MY FAVOURITE IS MINESWEEPER!

I'll tell you my favourite lines!

Trainer: Why are you really here? (Serious tone)
Minesweeper: I wanna make this land safe!
Trainer: WHY'RE YOU HERE SOLDIER?
Minesweeper: I'M HERE BECAUSE I'M BORED!
(dramatic sound)
Trainer: Don't you ever forget that!

HAHAHAHA ROFLMAO!

Funniest line. Minesweeper: Why're the mines even here!?

Stop and stare, I think I'm moving but I go nowhere

2009-12-11T23:39:00.004+08:00

HAHA I slept at 9. which was 2 hours ago.
And now its 2340 of the same night, I FEEL FRESH.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

While I was lying down, I had a really good thought about it.
So what if I won't be the USM anymore? I'm actually happier now!
I don't have to give a damn about the unit's overall progress.
And I really really don't mind being just a SSG. (Fyi Staff sergeant)
Because I'm sure most of the cadets hate your guts anyway.
But hey, if you being the next USM is a better choice.
I'M MORE THAN FUCKING HAPPY TO MAKE WAY FOR YOU.
No pressure for me at all.

Oh and I realised something.
Before our SC, I always looked up to Staff Zul more than MSG Hakim.
Then again, if YOU can get silver award for our unit.
I shall take back everything I've ever said about you.

I hate your guts and I'll try very very hard to give you some respect :D

What don't kill a heart, only makes it strong

2009-12-11T16:52:00.004+08:00

Haha I literally stoned @ the mosque just now.
I saw Rizky and his cousin. But he only saw me later on.
When he saw me, he was saying something.
I was like so far away -.- So I didn't get it.

Then I got a text from him saying "I was saying I'm a werewolf"
HAHAHA typical of him.

After prayers, headed to school. Blablablabla.
Sir Merhan and Zul came to help chip in ideas too.
I don't wanna talk about it. I'm quite confused right now about it.
And if its true then I'd be upset. But I guess its for the unit's best.
Whatever, fuck that.

Explain to me this conspiracy against me,
Tell me how I've lost my powers

Maybe I'm wrong, I'm feeling right where I belong

2009-12-11T10:07:00.003+08:00

Omg *head bang against laptop*

I went offline @ 2. I couldn't sleep and ended up doing sit-ups!
HAHAHA I eventually slept @ 3. And I woke up @ 9. WTH.

Throughout the week I've been waking up around 12 or 1.
Why did I wake up so early today (Other than the fact I've prayers)

I'm hoping my KL and Kinabalu trip to come faster!

Bye. I shall stone @ the mosque later. Heh.

She led him upstairs, left him dying to get in

2009-12-11T01:30:00.003+08:00

Time now : 0145 Ahhhhh I need to get some sleep.

Now I know why S'pore vs Laos wasn't shown live on tv.
Because it was super fcuking boring. I'm surprised I'm still awake.
Hahaha. I don't even know the final score. Couldn't be bothered.

Heh. I read through Timmy's entire 163 pages of his posts.
Well I gotta admit that 3/4 of his posts are good.
I think I know him as a person. Not bad ah.
My cold reading has improved (Self-praise) Hah.

Yay I can't wait for my meeting later on.
I seriously hope that at last the 4 other SSG turn up! HAHA.

Okay, good morning people! (:

No one ever has to know that inside we're broken

2009-12-10T20:44:00.005+08:00

I managed to complete to mathematics paper today!
Thanks to Jw's help, of course hahaha.

Well asking Yiren to join us was a bad idea xD
He brought Sherry, Tianning and Ian along too. Hahaha.
Sherry was laughing like she was in her own world. Heh.

So I dragged Jw along with me to go T1 and the mall.
He was helping me find a new pencil case -.- HAHAHA.
I had this specific design, and we found some @ Artbox.
Haha I'm still thinking whether I should buy it or not.
Maybe I should buy another Billabong or Rusty? Heh.

We also kept an eye out for iTouch since I'm thinking of getting it.
Took a look @ Nubox. Hahaha. Why isn't there a 16GB!?
So it means I gotta think of a 32GB now. HAHA $468.
Anyway, Jw cracked into the shop's computer display.
The username is Nubox and password is 'Opensesame' HAHAHA.
Jw was lucky -.-

It was getting late so we bus-ed home. Hahaha.
Thanks dude for accompanying me!

And you guys should go to fckyeahtimmy.tumblr.com!
This kid is pretty cool. Hahaha. I like his personality!
So good that I spend the entire night reading his posts. Bahaha.

I can't wait for the NCC meeting tomorrow.
My hopes for next year are very high for my cca. AT LEAST SILVER.

Haha. Ika hasn't replied me since I don't when. I'm freaking out!
*&^$#^(&$(^%$@#! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH hahaha.

oh only if you knew (:

Does she even realise I'm here?

2009-12-10T13:18:00.003+08:00

:D hehe good afternoon loserz. HAHAHA.

OH IKA, I CHANGED MY MUSIC PLAYLIST. GO LISTEN :P
i think you'll know what its about. hahahahaha.
(the song miracle stayed heeeeeee!)

okay bye. im gonna do homework @ ecc with jw and yiren!

:D

Honesty is the hardest thing for me right now

2009-12-09T21:28:00.002+08:00

surprise surprise my tuition is postponed again -.- wth.

i've not touched my homework. at all. NOT EVEN ONE.
but i did pile up all the work on the floor! half the job done.
maybe i should spend tmr doing chemistry and physics.
then friday morning will be saved for maths.
i think i shall do my add maths next week.

i'm starting to worry about my computer studies -.-
because coursework for o's will begin @ start of year! DIE.

anyway, manchester united won 3-1 againt wolfsburg!!!!!
michael carrick, darren fletcher and patrice evra were the defenders!
AND EVRA WAS SKIPPER. COOL OR WHAT! :D
i'm glad michael owen got his hat trick haha!

hmm i should sleep early tonight. good for my sadness.

There's evil in my heart and it wants out to play

2009-12-09T15:37:00.003+08:00

its 1541 and my tutor isnt here yet. fantastique -.-

Ke mana kau pergi cinta?

2009-12-08T21:48:00.003+08:00

today was really messy. very.

i woke up around 9 and got a text from my tutor.
he said he'd come around 1, so i went back to sleep.
then i woke up again @ 1235. showered and ate.

i waited for about an hour and he still hasnt arrived.
so i postponed it to tmr and it shall be 3hrs straight!

dinner was @ Earle Swensens in T3. hehe :D
the food was great. i ordered charboiled t-bone steak.
AND I FINISHED IT! i help my dad finish his fish & chips too. ha!
we had dessert after that. i had my coit tower, surprisingly.
cause i'd usually order banana split. my A.T fave!

AND I WANNA APOLOGISE TO NMD CAUSE I PS HER TODAY. AGAIN.
i feel super duper bad and would do ALMOST anything for it!

note to self: sleep immediately after the mentalist, wake up early tmr.

This doesn't even feel like I'm falling

2009-12-07T23:00:00.003+08:00

Me, you and one spotlight.

Tell me something, something that can move me

2009-12-07T22:31:00.002+08:00

hello haha i dont even know why i bother updating.
im not sure whether people are reading -.- hahaha wateverrrr.

REWIND TO SATURDAYYYYYYY!

-my family went to udders @ united square. i love ze waffle!
-we headed to hafiz's crib for my sister's surprise bday party
-asnur came with cake and gave my sister a really good shock.
-hafiz and i enjoyed the soccer match! (then i sleptover)

SUNDAY!

-went to 313 @ somerset. nice place! i likee! :D
-i saw NATHAN HARTONO, adriana went gaga. hahaha!
-drove to vivo and walked around
-headed to mad jack's for my sister's dinner.

TODAY!

-we went to ION. haha walkwalkwalkwalk.
-we ate lunch and talked about next year!
-i trained home. heeee (:

oh cik ani gave me $50 to spend but i didnt use it. hehe!
apparently, i've draft up my wish list for next year.
its not that many but definitely cost $$$$$$$$$$ hahaha.

1) a new notebook (macpro maybe?)
2) the other lens for my DSLR
3) iPhone
4) Epiphone guitar/ electric (still cant decide!)

hahaha i imagine my wish list woulc cost around $3450. HAHA
yes that's why im saving up now. tho its utterly hopeless -.-

besides, i have another reason to feel motivated!
if i do well for my prelims/o's, i can follow my aunt to england! :D
that is something worth kicking my ass for. haha.

hmm my week is free. which is good.
i can use the time to complete my homework -.-
damn i realise i really hate studyingg xD

anyway, im looking forward for ze meeting this friday.
the SSGs, 1SG, 2SG, MSG and gonna discuss about orientation.
i feel bad cause zaki is doing most of the work.
its as tho im neglecting my duty as unit sergant major -.-
or is it because im the usm im not doing anything?
whatever it is, i hope i get to help out. really.

and im freaking tired. goodnight!

Can you feel all the love, like it was made for you

2009-12-05T11:50:00.003+08:00

Happiness feels alot like sorrow

let it be, you can't make it come or go

There's a fire in your eyes and I hope you'll let it burn

2009-12-04T20:01:00.004+08:00

i just wanna be happy.

An apple a day only makes you gay

2009-12-03T12:24:00.004+08:00

Habit forming, you should stay far away

2009-12-02T17:51:00.002+08:00

zomg i didnt do anything productive today at allxzxzxzxzx.

i woke up @ 10 and surfedddd the net till 1130, then showered.
after that i ate cereal, a banana, cup noodle, jap snacks and ice cream.
HAHAHA im so wasteddddddd. i fell asleep twice tooo. heh imma pig.

and one republic's new album is sooo the awesome! :D
haha. meow. im hungry -.-
and i wanna watch new moooooooooooooon sooooon!

and my voice sounds sexier after eating all ze junk fooodz!

An island in the sun

2009-12-01T20:59:00.002+08:00

BALI WAS ZE BOMBZXZXZXZXZXZ!

omg the place is simply beautiful.
it really does take your breath away (:
well im not gonna blab about the entire trip. heh.
instead, i'll let the pictures do ze talking aye? hahaha.

i wish the stay was longer.
the last evening and night was the most fun part of all.
HAHAHAHA xD

the photos will be up on facebooookz.

No I dont wanna, but I gotta let you go

2009-11-27T21:42:00.002+08:00

today was better than how i thought it'd be!

prayers were as usual @ masjid tasek utara in the morning.
i was feeling super shagged. i was probably half-asleep. heh.

then we had breakfast at the usual place near mustafa.
haziq and i had 2 egg prata each! woooo.
uncle ansari was talking about business and went all fuck here & there.
HAHAHA my dad joked and covered bazil's ear! (bazil is only 11)

friday prayers @ masjid rahimabi with abang azri and his dad.
haha my cousin is still scared of catssssss! HAHAHA IN NS ALR -.-
anyway, head back to grandmama's place to chillllllllllllllll.
the cousins were playing around in wak's room. HAHAHA.
lame people but yeah i love them!

cik ani's house next for kenduri! (yay i got my pay $.$!!! :D)
hahaa hafiz taught me chinese chess!
then we played some lame nanosuar game on his mac.
and had a goood laugh about wazzzzzzaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

and now im home. ive packed my bag for the school trip. woo! :D

byezx people, will be back on tuesdayyyyyyyyy!

and ika, thanks for cheering me up (:

bali bound in 8 hours.

I will stand accused with my hands on my heart

2009-11-26T23:56:00.002+08:00

Its so hard to say that I'm sorry, I'll make everything alright
All these things that I've done now, what have I become?
And where'd I go wrong
I don't mean to hurt, just to put you firstI won't tell you lies
I will stand accused with my hand on my heart
Im just trying to say Im sorry it's all that I can say
You mean so much and I'd fix all that I've doneIf I could start again
I'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me
I know that I can't take back all of the mistakes but I will try
Although it's not easy, I know you believe me, 'cause I would not lie
Don't believe thier lies, told through jealous eyes, they don't understand
I will break your heart, I will bring you down
But I will have to say Im sorry..

If you wanna play it like a game, well come on let's play

2009-11-26T22:32:00.006+08:00

okay i know im just adding fuel to the fire by doing this.
but i'll do it anyway since its already in a dire situation.

firstly, syafiqah did that post on me simply because ella did it.
syafiqah wouldnt have done that post if ella didnt.
you know im right.

secondly, what bullshit are you talking about ella?
(qouted from her post, words in red are hers, blue is my response)

Langgar satu, langgar semue. Ever heard of that, dude ?
are you fucking kidding me? look where you are from and where i'm from.

If you think you can get away so easily for hurting her so bad, you thought wrong.
okay what'd you mean i thought wrong, prove it.

Who do you think you are, you think you so hot eh, go around playing with girls' hearts ?
im very a sure im a boy, i dont think im hot. im not that vain.
i went around playing girl's hearts. name the girls please.

You just proved yourself to be a pathetic loser & you disgust me,
you give a rly bad impression abt guys, do u knw tht ?
what did i do to prove myself to be a pathetic lose & disgust you?

And if I see you in person, you'd be lucky if my friends stop me from strangling you.
strangle me? really? ok why dont we meet up.

You must be some kind of idiotic sadist to even hv the heart to do that to a girl.
what did i do to imen exactly?

you're so stupid bcos other guys would cherish her.
wow that's cold. wanna know something, im not even with her.

Straightforward k, you suck, bawang-nose.
gee bawang-nose? how is that not an insult.

I'm stating things from my point of view - my impression of you.
now im stating my bloody impression of you.
i know you're her good friend, you care about her.
but you probably made things worse all together.
im not saying you can't say what you want about me. you are right.
it is your blog, your rights to right whatever shit you want.

but you are ranting out on me, why exactly? do you have a reason?
i told you to watch what you say, unless you can prove to walk the talk.
and you're making the post more personal and probably hurt imen even more.

so my impression of you is that you're narrow-minded.
you didnt even know the story and facts and just assumed.
i'd add on more but i won't cause it probably make you cry.

be mature please, if there's something to say, say it to my face.
dont hide behind your computer.

yknow what? why not we meet up and talk about it.
settle this once and for all. you can strangle me all you want.
if you have the guts to do it.

Run away like a prodigal, don't you wait for me

2009-11-26T13:42:00.002+08:00

Happiness damn near destroys you, breaks your faith to pieces on the floor.

Stay away from me

2009-11-25T21:39:00.001+08:00

you think you know me, but you have no idea.

Well I'm wide awake, she has no trouble sleeping

2009-11-19T21:39:00.002+08:00

today was simply great!

yes, we've finally covered 'My Heart' by paramore! :D
im uploading it now using nidia's account, hahaha.
we did twice in fact.
i think the first was one was better than the second.
BUT NIDIA FORGOT THE LYRICS TOWARDS THE END :P
hahaha plus, yiren and i were very synchro!!!!
although the second one was complete, yiren and i messed up ):

BUT ITS OKAY. IT WAS OUR FIRST TIME DOING IT ANYWAY!
then nidia did a solo cover by Nada Surf (ALRDY UP ON YOUTUBE!)
check it out, its really goooooooooood!!!!!!!

since it was still raining, i walked nidia home. haha.
we stopped by sweet talk along the way, my treat :P
blablabla talked about stuffssssssss.

and now im waiting like crazy for the video to upload -.- HAHAHA.

ok bye. cant wait for tmrrrrrrrrrrrrrr (:

I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor

2009-11-18T22:11:00.003+08:00

:D basketball was greaaaaaaaaaattttttttttt.

we played 2 v 2 amongst the 4 of us (duhhhh)
and i teamed up with jw against yiren and ben. hahaha.
the thing is jw just started playing recently and isnt as good as us.
the match was fun and a lil wet. (the rain -.-)
we were leading until ben ACCIDENTALLY hurt my middle finger. HAHA.
i lost my steam and well we lost 11-9. it was a close match.

it was as though i was playing alone, jw is still improving though (:
then i wanted a rematch, 1 v 1 with yiren. hahahaha.
i managed to humiliate him with the way i scored :P
(especially the ole lay up, EPIC) HAHAHAHA.

before that, we were in mac talking and discussing about our school.
we were hoping that we could have a prom, a decent one that is.
things got off well and we pretty much had plenty of ideas :D

im so excited, we're gonna do the cover of my heart tomorrow!
then there's so much to catch up with nidia. hahaha (:
let's start counting down. HAHAHAHA.

goodnightttttt!

Salvation is here

2009-11-18T12:52:00.003+08:00

the fever is gone. haha see,i didnt have to go to the clinic! :D
i just had to suffer for 2 miserable days. nothing more. hah.

by the way, i just had my hair cut @ snip avenue. hahaha.
my hair is almost sexier than me! (gasps)

i guess hafiz cursed me, he was saying im gonna cut my hair soon.
and he's right. he knows me too well. hahaha :D

imma play basketball with ben and yiren @ 1330.
hehe im gonna trash them. why? because im awesome.
HAHAHAHA self-praise. whateverrrrrr.

have a good day!

You have stolen my heart

2009-11-17T21:55:00.002+08:00

i just had to post again. hahaha.

i got a call from my TA trainer, Bro Mohksin, i was pretty shocked.
he was just checking up on me.
and he also said syuhada was smelling nazila' armpit. okay -.- haha!
hahaha i talked to rizky for awhile blablabla.

after that they were like, "1,2,3 get well soon!" awwwwwww (:
im so touched man. you guys are great. im so bumped out now.
i wished i could be there with you all just now for dinner!!!

anyway, i think im feeling better. better than just now at least!
haha i love seedless grape. random thought. sorry >.<

i hope to ; go to gym soon, eat @ seoul garden, go shopping!!!!!
i wanna watch fantastic mr fox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHH HAHAHAHAHA.

and i hope you guys like my new playlist (:
(i realised i update like everyday -.-)

and imen is mean -.- HAHAHAHAHA.

and i wanna go watch the mentalist now. byezxzxzxzxzx.